Remificated @ La Queen

My latest picture taken with Divya, Cheryl Samad
and the event manager from Watson's that
just so happened to come from KDU as well.
Cheryl was SO pretty. Argh~!!!!

Heard a Brit song on radio while riding on Jovie's car the other day. Honestly, I've never felt anything when I heard this song back in the older days because I hadn't been in love when I was 14. Trust me, you wouldn't want to be my friend if you knew me back then. I looked like the nerdiest kid in the neighborhood, sadly. Back to the brighter present, I found myself listening to the lyrics and realized that it actually says a little bit of my story too. I'll continue after the lyric.

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Wonder why I'm sharing the lyric? I went to La Queen with a couple of friends the other night. It can be considered my first time clubbing. Scratch that, it IS my first time clubbing because the only time I went to a a place with dim lights and deafening music was back on my Graduation night. Shutter 8 was, well, crap.

Anyways, call me crazy but I've always wanted to go to a gay club because EVERYONE who went told me that they had really good music at gay clubs and bars and the people are very friendly yada yada yada. Well, here's my story.

We were driving towards KL as fast as we could to be there before 11pm as the cover charge would be RM30 if we're later than that. But damn, it was already 11:20 when we arrived. La Queen is the new Novol, located beside Ruums KL and right next to the famous thai club. Adele was asked to show her ID while walking in and THANK GAWD she look confident and bitchy enough to shake off that bouncer or one of us would've been left out. And trust me, there's more than a lot to leave out in a gay club like that.

It was an event night so you can imagine the crowd. It wasn't as packed when we went in considering the time and people were just chilling at their tables with their friends or partners and omigod Remi was right above us on the second floor. I saw Benny when I observed the place and took a mental note of where the action.. erm, toilet was. So I waved at him and he looked at me in an extremely surprised/troubled manner as he nudged someone beside him and when he turned back, my heart nearly stopped. Remi.

He looked at me and I just turned to Adele and said "SHIT." And the entire night I've got the love of my life staring at me whenever I'm on the dance floor, at my table or everytime I'm approached by a hot, naked stranger. I wanted to go talk to him or say hi or something SO badly but Benny wouldn't kept his mouth off him. It's technically true cos he kept speaking to (or at) Remi but Remi's eyes were focused on me. I was so nervous I didn't even dare to look up and when I did, I didn't smile, neither did he. We just looked at each other for a long time. Gosh I love you.

You see me winding and grinding up on the floor. You know I see you looking at me and I already know...

Arthur was my "date" that night and lemme tell you how funny he was. I was grooving up to the music at the table holding Adele and he shot me a very fierce look asking, "I thought you were my date for the night." And I quickly peeled myself off Adele and danced with him instead. Haha, poor guy was kinda sick to enjoy himself to the fullest or he'd had a blast.

Jeaney and Adele made a new friend in less than 30 minutes, this cute and outrageously gay guy who kept dancing like a freakin machine invited them to the stage and screamed his lungs off trying to get attention of the people his kind. Jeaney had that whatthefug look on her face every time he screamed at her. They pulled me up too and due to my height the speaker was right behind my head. It couldn't get any louder, trust me.

Funny parts:

1) Naked guy tried dirty dancing with me on stage but I didn't play along. Remi was watching.
2) Noel went to the dance floor and stood right beside us but couldn't recognize us.
3) Adele got touched near her breast by a passerby.
4) Jovie was mistaken as a man by some of the gay dudes and got her arse grabbed.
5) I met a friend I knew from a competition and we danced together intimately until his boyfriend did the "uh hum" thing.
6) I got my ass grabbed at least 5 times, only 3 frontal grabs but they didn't feel good either.
7) I got my back rubbed by the boobs of trannies but I spoke to them in Cantonese and they backed off
8) Someone asked, "Are you going to get a drink or I'll have to get you one?" while I was waiting alone at the bar while the girls went into the restroom.
9) The ladies room was "unisex". And straight/gay couples make out there.
10) The gents was just men but there was no door attached to the stalls so you'll have to do all your business with the room watching you, and yes, they do.
11) I went into the "unisex" room finding Jovie and pushed the door open with a straight couple making out.
12) I was asked by a stranger why I was holding such a big jacket, which I replied "I'm afraid of the cold" and he felt me up and said, "you're afraid of the cold with the body of yours?" and dragged me to the dance floor. He tried to take off my shirt when I was dancing and when he was at it and thought I was too, he said, "I'm tired, let's go take a rest at the restroom." And I replied, "I'm not tired, why don't you go rest yourself?" And I went back to dancing with my friends.
13) The squats I do everyday paid off because man, I could shake.
14) Remi left without saying goodbye. Or without going up onto the floor the whole night for the matter.
15) Adele kept checking out this ultra toned and yummy *no puns intended* guy and he caught her staring every now and then. But she kept checking him out. Lmao.

All in all, I would go again because of the good music and awesome crowd. And a lot of my straight friends are asking me to bring them there but I guess we'll have to wait until at least next month because I'm fresh out of money. Spent half of my month's allowance in less than 5 days. And my phone bill has miraculously gone up to RM300. Holy fuck.

I was lucky enough to win RM300 extra for taking part in the Watson's Health & Beauty Campus Personality contest. All I did was singing a song and filling up some papers. And I've got RM388 worth of Bio-Life products. And all my homies are gonna get it cos I'm not a fan of health products although the stuff I have in my room right this second worth more than RM10,000.

So yeah, who wants to go gay clubbing somewhere near the end of the month? XD I don't think there's a chance I see Remi again though. I should've just gone up to him and kissed him in front of that bitch. Fuck, I'm evil. Ahhhhhhhhhhh!

And ooh! I get to be on the creative team of the PR event and I'll be the "multitasker" as I'm chosen to be the emcee of the event too. Woots! I can't wait to stand beside Cheryl Samad or whoever celebrity they got and comment on their fugly hair. Nah, I totally adore her. Maybe I'll comment on Jien's big tummy if we can get him to co-host. Haha. Never liked that guy too much.

Call me vain but I'm spending a lot of time with friends to get my mind off the whole "I can't find someone new cos I still love someone old" thing and the "someone old" just HAD to show up at my first gay club to make life easier. Damn. But then again, I'm enjoying life with a bunch of great friends so.. can't be too greedy right? And who wants to go to Redang? :">

Till then, cya guys around. Wish me luck at yet another competition. I seriously need the money. Haha.