I had a walk with a friend today.
And then I ate the thing I always eat.
And then I worked a little harder.
And I said hi to a stranger next to me in the train.
I even cleaned my room a little.
And I found the pen I thought had lost.
I talked a friend out of her worries.
And happiness followed me everywhere.
Happiness that cannot be referred to any definite object,
But dwelt entirely within myself,
And which never left me a single instant.
And I realized, that the tail was with me all along.
I'm leaving for Subang for another three days. I'm quite happy about it, really. I get to swim! And I get to sleep on an enormous bed and shower in warm water and get all crazy with my friends. Exams are coming in two weeks and Naomi's wedding is in a week's time and I still haven't bought my baju melayu. I'm so so so excited!
I don't know about you, but I'm sure if you look away for a while. You will have tons of exciting stories to tell me too. And I want you to know that no matter what happens, in the end it's always up to you to make things better or worse, for yourself or for the bigger picture. And if you wanna cry, go on. But if you wanna smile, I'll share every bit of your joy. Because I know that happiness is so much better than sorrow, and if there's anything I want right now, is for you to be happy.
A love that will never grow old,
Kevin C.
ps: I've been bloggin way too much. Gotta start focusing more on the exams coming and also work related stuff. Might be gone long. Miss me a little. Or else!
4 comments:
Noooooo. You can't possibly go. We need you to sustain our belief that love will eventually triumph over all obstacles!
Hi there Kevin. I'm truly glad that you're feeling much better, or so your latest post suggests.
Things do look a lot different if you stop focusing so much on the bad and start paying attention to the good. I guess until this point we all know how much this person means to you. I'm happy that you're approaching your problems from a different angle; doing whatever it is that you like to do.
Good luck in everything Kevin. Your life does sound very exciting the way you tell it. I'm relieved that you're a positive person. Just give CJ the space he needs, like you said, it's just a break. If he still doesn't accept you, I'm pretty darn sure there'll be guys lined up at your disposal.
Love,
Evangeline
fuck you, kevin. just because you is single now, don't mean you is single foreverz.
wtf, seriously.
hi jasmine. hahaha. you is crazy.
thanks eva, again.
and hi c@ndlelight. Haha, this is quite embarrassing. I'm starting to get scared that random people telling me how much they know about my personal stuff. But I guess right now I'm not proving anything, I'm just doing the things I have to do before I get to talk to CJ again.
Haha, I suddenly feel that I'm really, really the king of wishful thinking. But I'm happy you guys care, really.
Just stop dropping comments anonymously! Jasmine!!! XD
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